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Claudia recounts her son Sebastián's descent into drug addiction after she emigrated to Israel, leaving him in Colombia. Initially, she believed he was in good hands with family, but he moved in with his father and quickly began consuming drugs, starting with marijuana and progressing to harder substances like 'bazuca.' Despite her financial support for rehabilitation centers, he repeatedly relapsed.
Claudia describes the cycle of her son's addiction, his repeated attempts at rehabilitation, and her own feelings of guilt for not being present. She admits to sending money, even for his addiction, out of desperation to keep him off the streets. Her mother in Colombia experienced immense suffering caring for Sebastián, who would often leave home to live as a homeless addict. Claudia even considered bringing him to Israel, but her sister advised against it due to his unstable condition.
Sebastián eventually joined the army, which brought fleeting hope. However, life in the army exposed him to even harsher drugs. After his discharge, he continued his destructive path, moving in with a young woman and getting involved in another failed business venture funded by Claudia. He eventually returned to the streets, leading Claudia to a deep depression and seeking psychological help.
Through psychological therapy, Claudia confronted her guilt and understood that her son's choices were his own. Despite her initial reluctance, persuaded by her mother, she funded another rehabilitation stay for Sebastián, this time with strict conditions. Witnessing his improvement, she decided to bring him to Israel as a last resort, hoping a new environment would foster change.
Sebastián initially showed promise in Israel, finding work in construction. However, he quickly fell back into his habits, influenced by the prevalence of drug use among some workers. Claudia found herself struggling with his behavior, recounting arguments and her son's manipulative tendencies. She eventually had to ask him to leave her home, realizing she needed to let him face the consequences of his actions for him to truly change.
After being asked to leave Claudia's home, Sebastián found a roommate and a job in construction. This shift forced him to be more responsible, managing his finances and daily life. He came to realize the sacrifices his mother made and expressed remorse for his past actions, acknowledging the hard reality of earning a living in Israel.
Claudia shares details about her work in Israel, primarily cleaning houses, where she earns a good living. She explains that the hourly wage is substantial, allowing her to save money and send it to Colombia to support her family and invest in property. She aims to achieve financial independence so she can return to Colombia.
Claudia discusses her relationship with a younger Colombian man living in Spain. She shares how they met and the societal judgments she faced. Despite their age difference and his upbringing in Spain, they forged a relationship. Claudia expresses her long-term goal of returning to Colombia, finding peace there, and exploring her home country, while her partner's plans remain separate.