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Being aware of one's mortality is likened to looking at the sun—it's unbearable for long. Intellectually, we know we will die, but direct emotional contact with this fact would lead to terror and incapacitation. Death is an inescapable doom for everyone, regardless of status. The timing of death is uncertain, causing a mixture of certainty and uncertainty. This reality is mostly repressed, stripping it of emotional content, but something always leaks out as dread.
Dread is a perpetual unease, making life feel uncanny. It's an intolerable emotion, albeit less acutely so than terror. People try to escape dread through various means like sex, drugs, work, entertainment, and spiritual bypass. These avoidance behaviors are common, and many can be sources of suffering, highlighting the universal motivation to avoid dread, often unconsciously.
Similar to how some people can't tolerate indecision and impulsively make a suboptimal choice (foreclosure), some can't tolerate the strain of dread. They are driven crazy by the uncertainty of death and may proactively precipitate death—either their own or the destruction of the world. This grants a sense of relief, resignation, and even empowerment, by collapsing uncertainty and rebelling against fate. This instinct, called Thanatos or the death instinct by Freud, explains acts of incomprehensible horror, driven by a desire to end the struggle of life by ending life itself, leading to the dismantling of life for perceived peace and freedom.
It's easy to judge those who succumb to Thanatos, but this instinct resides within everyone, not just 'bad' people. Believing it's only others allows it to operate secretly. To counter this, those committed to life and peace must undertake 'shadow work' to integrate unacceptable parts of themselves and cultivate the courage to live intentionally in the shadow of death. This can involve practicing faith or embracing existential absurdity, but fundamentally, it means standing firm, refusing to run or surrender to dread.
The channel's mission is to reduce suffering and eradicate evil. Previous discussions focused on projecting disavowed self-aspects as a source of evil, emphasizing shadow work to integrate darker personality traits. This video introduces dread as another, more complex, wellspring of evil.