Alex discusses her first miscarriage and why she chose to share her story publicly. She explains that watching others' stories of overcoming similar pains helped her cope, and she wanted to offer the same support to others. She emphasizes that miscarriages are not anyone's fault and that pregnancy is beyond personal control.

Alex reveals she had hyperthyroidism in 2020, which caused significant weight loss and made her difficult to be around. She recounts how the illness went undiagnosed for a period, leading to misunderstandings from others about her true condition. This condition was also a factor in her inability to get pregnant for three years.

Alex shares the painful experience of her second pregnancy loss, which was through IVF. She describes the emotional roller coaster of waiting for results and the devastating news that the pregnancy was not viable. She talks about how she turned to prayer during this difficult time.

Alex felt immense pressure to get pregnant, especially from external expectations and comparisons to her sister. She was inspired by Michelle Obama's IVF journey, which encouraged her to pursue IVF to expedite her own path to motherhood, not wanting to 'waste time' due to her age.

Alex details the demanding process of IVF, emphasizing the emotional and physical toll it takes on women. She expresses deep respect for mothers who undergo IVF and highlights the significant hormonal imbalances and restrictions involved. She praises her husband, Mikee, for his unwavering support and partnership throughout the journey.

Alex addresses the public judgment and criticism she faced, particularly during a period when she was 'bashed' online. She explains how she learned to remain silent and rely on faith, believing it was a season for growth and maturity. She sought a blessing in return for her pain, similar to what her sister experienced.

Alex recounts a powerful spiritual experience where, while praying for pregnancy, she was reminded of Sarah and Abraham's story. She interpreted a '11:11' sign as Hebrews 11:11, connecting it to her wedding anniversary and realizing God's promise. This led her to surrender her timeline and trust in God's faithfulness, bringing her peace regardless of the outcome.

Alex describes Mikee's stoic strength during their challenges, noting he never cried in front of her despite their shared pain. She shares how Mikee eventually expressed his happiness with just the two of them, viewing a baby as a bonus, which both saddened and touched her, as it stemmed from the pain of repeated disappointment.

Alex opens up about her initial frustration when her sister, Toni, became pregnant with Polly while she was still struggling. She recounts how Mikee helped her understand and accept the situation, emphasizing that everyone's journey and timing are different. She concludes that finding joy in others' blessings is crucial and that one's own blessings will come in due time, often after significant struggle.

Alex expresses her initial reluctance to share her pregnancy journey but ultimately decided to do so to help others going through similar experiences. She emphasizes that sharing stories of infertility and perseverance can provide comfort and inspiration, reinforcing the idea that everything works for good and that faith and prayer are essential during difficult times.