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Some friends may secretly resent your success and happiness, offering backhanded compliments or subtle digs that leave you feeling awful. This behavior is particularly noticeable when you're making positive changes in your life. While both men and women can exhibit this, women often react by trying to appease or cover up their hurt feelings, hoping to be liked and included, which can perpetuate the cycle with unkind people.
Growing up with criticism or emotional neglect can lead to an instinctive reaction of fawning or pretending everything is okay when faced with adult insults. This desire for inclusion can make individuals keep toxic friendships alive longer than they should. Friends who shame others often do so when you start to shine, making you feel like you've done something wrong for being proud of yourself. It's crucial to stop letting others dim your light and learn to set boundaries, even subtly.
The speaker shares a personal experience with a childhood friend who became resentful as the speaker's life improved. The friend made derogatory jokes and cast doubt on positive changes, ultimately cutting ties when the speaker got engaged. This friend's inability to accept the speaker's happiness stemmed from a stubborn refusal to change her own life, viewing the speaker's success as an existential threat.
When one friend rises in life, it can break an unspoken agreement to stay at the same level of dysfunction. Friends who grew close over shared problems may compare themselves to you and feel betrayed when you change. Cruel comments are often not intended to directly hurt but are an unconscious reaction to feeling unworthy or ashamed themselves, blaming you for their feelings rather than making positive changes.
1. Shaming for wanting more: They discourage your goals by suggesting you should be grateful for what you have or that you get your hopes up too much. 2. Making you feel high-maintenance: They label you as too sensitive or needy when you express your feelings or set boundaries. 3. Giving insulting advice: They offer disguised put-downs instead of support, especially when you're hopeful about something new. 4. Acting embarrassed by you: They express discomfort with your genuine personality, causing you to tone yourself down. 5. Shaming your personality: They criticize aspects of your personality, implying you are 'too' something, which is code for 'stop being yourself.' 6. Punishing you for changing: They withdraw or ghost you when you stop playing an old, accommodating role in the friendship. It's important to recognize these patterns and not dim your light to maintain such relationships.