BOYNEXTDOOR - IF I SAY, I LOVE YOU / THE FIRST TAKE

Introduction to THE FIRST TAKE00:00:15

BOYNEXTDOOR makes a return to THE FIRST TAKE after a year, expressing their gratitude and excitement. Each member introduces themselves, with TAESAN, SUNGHO, JAEHYUN, LEEHAN, RIWOO, and WOONHAK sharing their anticipation for the performance.

Performance of 'IF I SAY, I LOVE YOU'00:00:54

The group begins their performance of "IF I SAY, I LOVE YOU". The lyrics describe a state of stagnation and an inability to move on after a significant event, with the speaker feeling pathetic and unable to even play the guitar. They express a desire to not use their memories to write another song, highlighting a deep emotional struggle.

Continuation of the Performance and Emotional Depth00:02:24

The song continues, exploring the dilemma of expressing love despite knowing it might lead to regret. The lyrics touch on faking inspiration and the pervasive feeling that everything leads back to one person. The speaker feels sick of pretending the song isn't about that person and expresses a strong aversion to using past memories for new music, reinforcing the emotional impact of the loss or change described.

Meaninglessness of Music and Concluding Thoughts00:03:14

The song delves deeper into the speaker's emotional state, where music itself feels like an 'emotional black hole.' Writing songs and playing guitar feel meaningless and phony, as if forcing a feeling. The performance concludes with the members expressing their satisfaction with the delivery of "IF I SAY, I LOVE YOU".